after my month+ of holidays I came back feeling very different for various reasons, and most of my desire for fantasy and imagination - my usual drug - has evaporated. Brain switch, etc. I want reality - there is too much to do. I am more than ever in need of focusing solely on my professional art career (which takes an enormous amount of time and mental energy when you are trying to make it happen starting from not much) and I feel any fanish stuff detracts me from that. I need all my creativity for my own work, which I feel has no place here on DA, where I mainly came to post fanart and share with other fans.
I am sorry to say that, but I will probably not be here much from now on. You can MP me if you want to keep in touch, there are truly lovely people here. I will start a blog about my actual work soon but I don't think that many people might be interested as it will have no relationship to HP. I'll still post the link if anyone is curious.